Maybe its my thirst for knowledge or my love of teaching and learning, but I’m feeling overwhelmed by the time I dream to spend on my interests and hobbies. There is so many things that I want to be doing that I’m afraid I will probably never do any of them well. And that is ok, my ego can handle that. But I have to wonder, am I bored?? Is that why I’m drawn to so many different things …… am I looking for something?
Or……Guilt, is that you?? Manifesting in my subconscious??
I blog, sometimes sporadically. I read….. a lot. I take photographs. I parent. I play. I want to be healthy. I try to Crossfit. I do coffees. I hang out with friends. I’d like to do date night. I study. I yoga. I Facebook. I Instagram. I tweet.
Mother’s Guilt, Wife Guilt, Office Guilt – guilt is a wasted emotion.
At the end of the day, I’m doing the best I can. And I’m happy. If my creative soul is happy, even if not talented, surely that will transpire into positive vibes and successes elsewhere?
Are you friends with Ego, Guilt? I think you might be. Or if not you are at least competing for attention, if nothing else. I’ve learnt to surround myself with a tribal circle of people I trust and respect. Maybe it’s time you both left? Or better still, you stay where you are, and I’ll do the walking away….
Love ME xx